12./ ????!

i think no one really knows who they are in life until they come to stage where they have everything they've ever wanted and needed... but until then people have aims and goals and paint a picture of what they want in life....
i dont though.... my pictures blank - i have no idea who i am or who i want to be????

11./ I dunno.... :S

sometimes i feel like im on a different planet...
i dont think anyone really understands me...
most of the time i feel like im alone and i dont really have a home...
friendships drift apart...
things change...
people change...
i dont know what to do or who to talk to...
lifes confusing sometimes and im jealous of people who have it easy and breeze through...
THATS DEFO NOT ME!...
i try to do everything not to be alone and listen to my thoughts cause thats when its the worst...
someone help?!...


im worlds apart!...