2./ Off With A Bumpy Start!?

Dear Readers,
What to say? What to say? ...I pretty much gave you a snippet of the download on my life before, so this is the continued. My mum got accepted for fostering btw -- I think i missed that out -- that pretty much means less boyfriend but only she'll have to give more attention to the foster kid. Nothing against it but it's just gonna get lonlier, I know this sounds really selfish but for once I want all the attention. I just miss my mum. No reason even talking about my dad - he's an ass, no more said to it. A lot has happened to me and my family in the past. Never really having a father figure and all, well that really sucked! All you people with dads out there that actually care about you, you're so lucky you even have a proper one! My mum and dad divorced when i was 4 years old and from then on my mum had to cope all on her own. I love her so much and she's like my inspiration -- she's so strong and can get through anything -- i just really miss her! Moving on... some people are also really lucky that have close siblings and you all gey along - which i do not understand - all i've ever known was arguing and fighting soo that didnt help much. My big sister thinks she'll an adult ad can just boss me around. My little sister is just soooo annoying, its like thats her goal in life to annoy me! My big brother he just thinks he rules everything -- since he's well 'the man of the house' -- he's such a boy!! He's not the protective brother that i hoped for anyway. Gosh, i bet i'm making it sound like my life absaloutley sucks! :P It's not all that bad, i mean we do have the good times!! :D I love my family really -- i mean i can't exactly hate them (they're FAMILY!) It's just sometimes you get so frustrated with everything you just have a huge rant... thats what i tend to do! Lol. I can't imagine life without my friends - I'd definitley spend ALL day dreaming without them! I mean no one can live without friends - you need them! (yn) Best freinds mean the world - couldnt make it through the day without them - Love them Muchly... So you pretty much got the full download on me tonight but dont think this wont be continued... I'm signing off - The Constant Dreamer!


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