10./ umm..... I miss you!!....

okay i guess it's always hard to tell someone you miss them but i can't hold it in any longer... i miss you!! i miss you soo much it's hard to say and i just need you to know that! i miss being best friends and miss having the laughs we used to... i miss being able to tell you things i can't tell anyone now... i miss YOU!! you say people don't really understand you and you hand around with people who are nothing like you - well i get you! you have this awkwardness about you like you have to bottle things up cause you're so used to it.. you create a wall around you and don't let anyone in because you don't want to get hurt again like you have so many other times before! i know you and understand why you do these things because i do the exact same - i haven't been able to keep a solid friendship in ages and it sucks! if you just talk to me then we can work through this ...... I MISS YOU!!! xxxxxxxxxx